Distracted

Welcome to my ambiguous  post. I'm certain before writing it thats what this will be. In the last week I have started several different post but in the middle of writing have either gotten distracted in my thoughts or allowed something else to come up. Its a grand case of being distracted. 

All the while, I've remained there. I've been aware of it, sometimes aware of the source, and done nothing. Part of me likes and even welcomes the distraction. Because here's the thing. I'm a pretty driven person. I like to get things done, have goals, and at the end of the day be able to look back and see what I accomplished. So for once its kind of nice to have a time where I'm not getting a lot done, can be characterized by being sorta lazy. Its the needed time on the phone, the time watching movies for the 10th time just because I wanted to, the time to sit down and relax just because thats been enjoyed. Those are the distractions I've enjoyed. 

I suppose it continues to combat in my mind that I have "things to get done" but I'm ok with that. Because I feel good. I feel like I'm doing what I need to do, what I ought to do. And that alone, is a good feeling--one that makes me wonder if really this is no distraction at all. 

Next time I write, I wanna tell you about some really cool things happening with Jenn and Lucy...