A great need and a small Christmas Tree

Something feels different here at Bama. I know its what I write about a lot--but lets face it. My work and personal life pretty much bleed together. 

I've been here for almost a full year now. It goes without saying that the first few months being here I didn't feel needed. Thats pretty natural...I mean, I didn't have a connection to anyone, so most everything seemed forced. By the grace of God, the semester was actually great! But generally speaking, when I watched the students, I didn't see the need. I didn't see them valuing time to grow (not all of them...blanket statements are dangerous) and time with staff was sometimes a burden. You hate seeing that, and in my case, being a part of it. I didn't really realize it was happening until it all changed. 

Each week I make a list of things that need to get done, their priority, and people I need to meet with. Then I think to myself "there is no way this is happening" Without fail, as I'm setting up my week...more people call to hang out and get together. There is a shift. I complete value for this mentor relationship we call discipleship. They want it, need it. I don't have enough hours in my day to give!! Its a beautiful thing happening here at Alabama. I just get to walk alongside these girls as they grow closer to Jesus and wrestle with real things in their life.

Saturday night I set up a mini Christmas tree Renee was gracious enough to buy for me. Its sooo pretty! I love it! Lights, balls, ornaments, a cute star, beads, it has the works! What makes me excited about this year, is I won't be the only one to see the Christmas tree. Girls enjoy coming over and will get to enjoy the festive decorations. Oh to see God's grace in big and small.