Unbreakable Appointment

A slow week

Not on paper, not on my calender

In life

In reality

A slow week of unreliability and cancellations

The kind that is much needed

But deeply frustrated with

Of course I need the time

I need to slow down

Stop

Slow to a walk

But time is valuable

Minutes before hanging out

"I can't come.." 

It communicates so much

Reality which is truth

Mostly, its a wake up call

Waking me up

All of these 'unbreakable' appointments broke

But the One Unbreakable, the One Reliable time

I neglect

I do CG, CBS, weekly meeting, church, leadership, prayer, and the list continues

They're excuses really

I still need to walk

Walk alone and on my own

With the Unbreakable Appointment

How could I ever imagine letting life flow with that not at the core

Its a non negotiable

For a lifetime of fruit

For a life to be life

To be devoted to Jesus.

Can you tell what my week has been like? Its been one person backing out after the next. Really, I think its something that God is using in my life to allow me to see that He will never back out on our time together. I pray for more discipline in my walk with Jesus, to mark time for Him in my day, written in ink, knowing that neither one of us won't back out. Its worth it, needed, and constantly available. Its actually been a good week, but different than what most weeks look like on campus.